I always knew I was adopted their small it I'm not all I look at pictures up my sister and I am each and in clearly twice her size when I was like 18 years old I was 100 pounds heavier than my own father have never even like had the chance to be daddy's little girl I just never felt like it that's my own family on when I was about twenty one-years-old I found some paperwork us from the adoption agency and I finally you know I finally got the nerve to call them in I told her I didn't know anything if there was any information atoll health history here you know whereabouts or anything I wanted anything at all and she told me the only thing that they could tell me about was this format the birth but they're filled out it right there I fouled out physically what she looked like Ste was it's all good said purse there'll be like says November 23rd 1887 dear doctor parents kill this must bone of the happiest state Superior its Ste because which with mike Beebe was born the market was with the happiest days of my life.

It is also a very hard time for me it's but what I get things back into perspective know that I do it the right thing a building but the what is best for her let us all up in two paired family who are ready to be parents themed by myself and not ready to paired the child alone I was a betting impacted elderberry grabbed the lead through this pregnancy because what I produced this a precious healthy baby she will always be it but it's not just 0 just please let her know as soon ashes' able to understand it but I love very much the do you speak it would be hard the other side used to incite the because I know she won't be safe secure locked good luck can be your let's be filled with happiness I'll be thank you to view make you my well the I just want to know that I'm emotionally ready that I love myself enough to do that right now don't by any means the new iPod smile and I a pat on the show for people that oh I'm there to them comfortable with my body in if I'm comfortable with bean over 300 pounds you can become truly be over 300 pounds in it's just see whole I who could be comfortable in a body like the house when I was growing up and my parents friends at the Lake Merritt.

You know what do you want to be when you grow up lotto kids would say doctor or a fire manner stuff like that and I wanted to be on Baywatch my dream job was to run around in a bikini as a lifeguard on the beats but my dreams evolved a little bit just I am I teach you to crew at the JCT I guess it today we're going to be rehearsing for the talent showcase some in a college couple people are you excited for you costs cell I'm here in Rochester New York right now and our backs prize merit she has no idea that I'm coming Blenheim here and give the kids a little less unhealthy so what do you guys think we have so far you like yeah Co okay go okay its Pure Cleanse receiver Kerry over here you Jets you all the extras secured it's just narrative I'd choose you for the transformation love your life crack show Hampshire are you ready but I referred I was just like week by and then I saw the biceps in don't think it's a biceps like that and I just knew Lake he picked.